Steve

« Si tu avais droit à un vœux, que demanderais-tu ? Je vais te dire ce que le mien serait ; mon vœux arrive une fois par an. Chaque soir de Noël, tous les combattants du monde lâchent leurs armes le temps du souper de Noël. Ça ne dure que six heures. Mon vœux serait de l’étendre à soixante-douze heures, comme ça des vies seraient sauvées des deux côtés – plus, ce serait trop demander, j’essaie un petit peu à la fois. Et j’essaie de faire arriver ça en écrivant des lettres aux dirigeants des pays. Vingt-six pays m’ont déjà répondu. Tous m’ont répondu ‘oui’. J’attends toujours une réponse de la Reine par contre. Donc je continue d’écrire à un pays différent chaque jour. Aujourd’hui j’ai écrit à la Turquie. C’est ça que je fais, et j’espère que d’autres se joindront à moi un jour ; parce que le monde doit s’unifier, ou on va disparaître. On n’a qu’une seule planète, il faut protéger notre planète. De l’intérieur comme de l’extérieur. »

Mario

« Quand on sortait avec ma femme, on laissait mon petit gars à mon voisin ; on le connaissait bien, on avait confiance en lui. Un soir, en rentrant, mon petit gars avait deux ans, et il n’arrêtait pas de pleurer. Quand on a enlevé sa couche il y avait du sang, il avait les fesses défoncées. On a été voir le médecin, il nous a dit que c’était une agression sexuelle ; on a tout de suite su qui c’était. Quand mon voisin est revenu sonner chez moi, j’ai ouvert la porte et je lui ai tiré une balle dans la tête. J’ai été condamné à 15 ans de prison, mais je suis un père, je pense que n’importe quel père aurait fait la même chose. Mon petit gars a 23 ans aujourd’hui et il me remercie encore d’avoir fait ça. J'avais une femme, une job, une maison, j'ai tout perdu ; je suis un itinérant maintenant, je couche dehors et je gagne ma vie avec ma guitare. »

Jake, Fred, Brendan and Val

« Tout le monde doit survivre et nous on le fait juste à notre manière. Les gens pensent qu’on va briser leur char, mais on est sympathiques. On est juste perdus dans la vie et on essaye de gagner quelques dollars. Et juste parce qu’on est sans-abri ne veut pas dire qu’on n’a pas le droit de boire. »

« Il y a dix ans j’ai perdu ma job, ma blonde et mon appartement, fait que je me suis retrouvé dans la rue, et depuis j’ai décidé d’en faire un mode de vie. On m’a surnommé Pikachu pendant quatre ans parce que j’avais le suit jaune, été comme hiver. Je le portais tout l’hiver, et à l’été je coupais les manches et les bas, et je m’en servais comme chemise. Mais je l’ai plus le suit, la police me l’a enlevé, quand ils m’ont arrêté pour une affaire de tickets. Il était malade, il était rendu avec des studs pis toute. Le Punkachu. »

« Le premier band que j’ai eu c’était Les Cools, à Rimouski, j’avais 18 ans. On était quatre, formation Beatles : drum, bass, guitar rhythm et moi j’avais la lead. J’ai joué beaucoup dans le métro. Et depuis quelques années, de façon sporadique, je fais les deux : je mendie, je joue. Des fois tu fais plus d’argent à quêter. C’est pas juste pour l’argent non plus, mais à l’âge que j’ai, j’ai assez fait de musique dans ma vie, et avec passion. J’ai besoin de vivre et ça prend du cash de vivre. On vit en Amérique : tu veux donner, tu donnes, tu veux pas, tu passes ton chemin. »

“On vient de commencer à se dire ‘Je t’aime’”

“My father gave me my first heroine hit when I was 13. He was hooked up on slot machines; he’d burn all his money away, the money for the Christmas presents, the money for the rent, and this and that. My brothers and I we had to steal to pay for my younger brothers and sisters’ Christmas presents – there are 15 of us in the family – and to be able to pay rent. When I was 12 or 13, I would breakdance on a street corner in Toronto, and I met a guy who told me ‘I’ll show you how to make some money.’ He gave me a bag of smack and a bag of crack, and told me what the prices were. An hour and a half later I came back and gave him his money; he gave me mine and gave me two more bags. I started making quite some money like this. My father was selling coke and hasch then, so he wasn’t a fool, he connected the dots. When I was showering, he went through my pockets and found the dope. He said to me ‘Oh yeah? You wanna do like your father? I’ll show you what you’re doing to people.’ He sat me down on the toilet seat, took a serynge out, prepared a hit, and injected me with it. Then he looked at me, I went like ‘Wooow’ and he slapped me in the face. That’s when I left, I was 13 and I left in the streets of Toronto.”

Normand

“My wife and I had issues, and I left it all behind me. I went to the street. When you think that I was better off in the street than with my wife, that means things were really not going well, psychologically. My children eventually found out I was in the street, two years later. They came to see me, I hadn’t seen them for over two years. On the spot I wasn’t too happy, I didn’t want them to see me like this. But afterwards I was happy, and now, they come to see me at my place. Not here, it’s a bit embarrassing. Once I’ve paid rent, I have 60 dollars left. To see my daughter, every other week I pay her a bus ride from Trois-Rivières, and I also need enough to buy her food. I used to be a professional plasterer, but I don’t have any choice but to do this, now it’s not easy to find work, considering I can’t read or write… I didn’t go to school, I started working when I was 14, because we had no choice. If you only knew how often I say that to my daughters, how important school is. I can’t even check the ads in the papers! Think about it. I can’t sign my name: every time I go to the bank I do a scribble. Give me a manual labour, I’ll do it! Anything manual, I’m a good manual worker. Sometimes I ask people; I had a sign once ‘I want to work’ but the police didn’t let me, because I wasn’t allowed to place it on the wall behind me. And the other problem is that I can’t manage to afford a damn phone. It’s not easy without a phone. Couldn’t you help me find a job? Last year, a guy who works nearby had me work in his house, I renovated his entire basement. I know what I’m doing, I spent thirty years working in renovation. The problem is that people are afraid of the homeless, they think I can’t be trusted. And you know what, I even have all the tools to work; always kept them all. I can do anything in interior renovating, ceramic, wood floors, anything!”

Dominique is the boyfriend of Fanny, whose story was published here a few days ago.

Here’s his story:

“On the morning of December 2nd I learned my mother’s death, she killed herself. I had a good job, I kept going to work so as not to think about it, and it didn’t lead to the results I was hoping for: on December 10th I lost my job. I’m a garbage man, I run 11 kilometers a day and pick up three tons of trash an hour. Yes my man, I’m a war machine, I like to work. Hard work, work that nobody wants to do, I like that man. I had behaviour issue when I was younger, I’d break my stuff, I had agressivity issues. With this job, I could let it all out. It’s the driver who complained about my attitude because I asked him multiple times to give me more space, because when I turned around I’d hit my elbow against the truck. At some point he went to complain, and the driver’s always right, never the helper in the back. I went to see the foreman in his office, and it’s an industry kind of like in construction, where people kind of talk to you like shit ; not to tell you they think you’re shit, but they don’t necessarily talk to you properly. And that day it got me pumped, I asked him to let me out of his office, he blocked the door, I pushed him and he fell down. I had serious compulsiveness issues when I was young, and losing my mother brought me right back to that place, it brought me back to when I was twelve years old. I worked so hard on this, you have no idea, in six years my girlfriend never saw me like this, I snapped.”

“We’re getting evicted from our apartment. The landlord is a real good guy, but his wife has a degenerative diseases and it costs him $2000 worth of medication per month, so I understand him. We’re trying to raise 820$ in 10 days to pay our rents. I do everything in construction work, except electricity. But whether it be concrete, ceramic, plaster, I do the rough-in, the floors, the shingles, name it, I’ll do it. I’ll go with my eyes closed and my heart open, I’m not afraid to put in some hours.”